Idols of Means

I was greatly looking forward to this class, because of my future career.  I have definitely learned a lot, even more than I had anticipated I would learn.  While it was often stressful at times, I am glad that I was at Ross Corners this semester as well.  It allowed me the opportunity to have an outside view on their take on corporate worship through music.  The largest thing that impacted me this semester was this idea of strange fire.  I knew that there were guidelines in scripture on how to worship.  But, I had only ever viewed it with that narrow idea of an instructional manual, but not a God who knows who He is and demands that He be regarded in manners that He originates.  I am a very creative oriented person, so this idea struck me as odd, even wrong.  As I've done studies in and out of class I have come to realize that, if I truly believe God is who He says He is, then I have no right to interject my flawed, creative perspective.  God is perfect, so He has made a perfect way for Himself to be worshipped.  I need to step out of the way.  However, we are idol factories.  I know this thought has been presented many times in class, but it didn't really resonate with me until this followup post.  I have observed many times that we as creative humans want to elevate our given means of worship to an ungodly height.  The means have become something they were never intended to be.  Questions of style, Watts vs. Tomlin, ties or t-shirts, and organ or electric guitar have become so important and we hold on our views so tightly that we can't even love the brethren around us.  God said to love one another!  We pride ourselves on our own forms of legalism, that we refuse to call such, and ostracize one another over means.  If we would just sit down as a body and work out together what God really demands we do and be, we would experience unity and love is such an astounding way that those unredeemed would look at our worship time and yearn to join in such a body.  As I go forward, I plan to share this and many other truths with those who ask, and if I have opportunity to do so, those I teach.  I must constantly pray that I do not exalt the means above my Creator,

In the Words of the One Who is Wiser

            One of the many central ideas from this class that has truly made an impact on my thinking is the idea of thinking, praying, and speaking the Word. The use of the Scriptures in prayer, thought, and speech, in worship but also in teaching and everyday life, in order to exhort one another is key to drawing hearers’ minds to sacred things and to God’s Word. I have seen this evidenced in the words and prayers of many professors as well as pastors and peers and have noticed and appreciated it more fully because of the emphasis placed upon it by such authors as Terry L. Johnson and J. Ligon Duncan III. Praying freely, guided by the forms, language, and words of Scripture takes away the fallibility of human words and replaces that with God’s Words – using God’s Words to speak to God. Not only that, but as the afore mentioned authors noted, scriptural prayer is the pattern on Scripture itself, more accurately reflects the will of God, is more comforting to the heart and soul, and reinforces the ministry of the Word.

In my life, this should and will affect how I teach and pray, not as a pastor, but as a follower of Christ. Practically, for any follower of Christ, this entails first of all knowing the Scriptures and secondly knowing the context of the Scripture in order to integrate it into prayer and teaching effectively. This concept is something that I had never thought about in this way before reading this book and the other class books and I am thankful for all the insights brought out over the course of the semester in the class.

To the Praise of His Glorious Grace

I am so thankful for the amazing learning experience that this class was for me!  More than anything else, I have been stretched to see God with a greater awe and deeper love!  I started thinking about this earlier in the fall when Pastor David Epstein preached a sermon about holy awe.  I remember him saying, "If you do not have a holy awe and reverence for God, how can you expect to make an impact in ministry?"  And this really hit me hard!  As I continued to think about it (especially in our class), I realized that my life was not centered around a deep desire to serve God in everything.  This led me to prayer... and though I am still not where I need to be, I have definitely grown this semester!  My prayer is that I will continue to desire to serve God more and more in the future, and the best part is... I know this is possible with God!  The more we sanctify God's name, the more joy it will bring to our hearts!  And the more there is joy, the more we shall yearn to glorify God!

Ephesians 1:3–14 (ESV) 

³ Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, ⁴ even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love ⁵ he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, ⁶ to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved. ⁷ In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, ⁸ which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight ⁹ making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ ¹⁰ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth. 

¹¹ In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, ¹² so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory. ¹³ In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, ¹⁴ who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of his glory.

Preparing the Heart

          In the many things we have discussed  and read through each of the books, there have been a few things that really convicted or were awakened for me personally. However, there is one concept in particular that I want to point my focus. In Gospel Worship, Jeremiah Burroughs talks about the “importance of preparing for worship.” (pg. 47) In my mind I guess I always thought that you just walk into a worship service and that God would do the rest. However, Jeremiah Burroughs make it very clear that we are sanctifying the name of God and because of this we need to be giving our all in worshipping God. More specifically we need to be preparing our hearts for worship. Burroughs also tells us that in scripture we are told to “sanctify ourselves for worship” (pg. 51) or “concentrate ourselves.” (ESV) Which in other words means to prepare to worship God. In 1 Samuel 16:5, Samuel tells the family of Jesse to concentrate themselves and to go with him into make a sacrifice. Also we see this again in Job 1:5, here Job is concentrating himself before offering up his sacrifices. I was also very taken back that there needs to be “preparation because of the great hindrances of the worship of God.” (pg. 55) During the semester I am so busy that when I’m not doing homework I am cooking, cleaning, practicing, or sleeping, I am not making excuses for myself in this matter if anything I was convicted about how busy I am. Thinking back on this past semester I can think of all the times that I was this busy and would just walk into church or into chapel more or less because it is the right thing to do, unfortunately this was not the right attitude to have because I was not opening up my heart for God to work. Not only do I want to work on this area of being prepared in cooperate worship but I also need to be pursuing this preparedness in my private worship time.  I believe in a sense I have always considered reading my Bible on a daily basis to be good enough for private worship, however, this is simply not enough. I have become to distracted with the many gizmos and gadgets to the point that I can be reading a verse one minute and the next be completely focused on whatever catches my eyes. When I am prepared for private worship I have noticed that my attention stays in the Word and what God is trying to teach me. I no longer want to be unprepared and miss out on the wonderful learning opportunities God gives. From now on I want to make it a goal to set aside time everyday before my devotions, chapel, and church to prepare my heart for worship. Through these books I have learned what true worship is and I am going to strive to worship God with all of my heart, soul, and mind.

God's Name will be Sanctified

Out of the many different aspects of worship that we talked about this semester, the concept that has most often returned to my mind is the sanctification of God’s name.  Jeremiah Burroughs started us off with Leviticus 10:3: “Then Moses said unto Aaron, it is what the Lord spake, saying, ‘I will be sanctified in them that come nigh me, and before all the people I will be glorified.  And Aaron held his peace.’ ” The context for this verse is incredible: two of Aaron’s sons had just been killed by the Lord for offering unauthorized fire before Him.  God was not killing them on a whim, but because His glory is of first importance and He wants His people to take the glory of His Name seriously.  As I approach private and corporate worship, the understanding that the sanctification of God’s Name is of first importance affects my mindset as well as my actions.  Often as I approach worship, I am thinking about the encouragement I am in need of or what benefit I want from my time in the presence of God.  While being encouraged and benefited from spending time with God is good (and likely to happen), that should not be my first aim.  My first aim should be to set the Name of God apart as gloriously holy.  This mindset will affect how I worship God because I will take what God’s Word says about how to sanctify God’s Name seriously.  I will not be searching for verses that make me feel good about myself.  I will not be looking for how to be a better Christian.  Rather, I will be looking for how, through my lifestyle, to glorify God’s Name because God takes that seriously.  Thus, as I approach private and corporate worship, I am striving to take the means that God has prescribed to glorify Himself seriously and bring about the sanctification of His Name.

A Semester in Review

If I could pull one thing out of the many things that we talked through or debated on it would be the centrality of the Word of God. The fact that the Word needs to be central was never a question in my mind, but it has gained in importance because of this class. Without the Word we are enslaved to the whims of the people in the congregation or even (in my opinion worse) to myself and what I think. Instead we need to place the Word of God in the center and let it speak to what we need to do or not do. The problem is that we don't look to it for help. So the question is; Is my life revolving around the Word of God? The reason this question is important is because it will poor into corporate worship. If I am keeping God's Word at the center it will poor into corporate worship.

So let the Word of GOD speak :)

The Continuum of Sincerity

“...When such people...can break down and weep at their deaths and use language of personal bereavement to describe their feelings, then true mourning and grief and bereavement has been reduced, if not to nothing, then certainly next to nothing. What is worse, because they did not know the bereaved, then whatever the rhetoric they use, the bottom line is that their mourning is all about them and not about the one who has died or about those who are truly bereaved and left distraught at the graveside. If relationships with others are to be at all meaningful, then they need to embody levels of privacy, and concepts of decency and modesty. To be truly bereaved requires that one is first intimate or connected to the person.... For them, everything changed; and then, two days later, it was back to business as usual. In my mind, however, I remain standing by my father’s coffin” (Trueman, pg 180-1).

This chapter, I feel, was especially personal for Trueman to write. Speaking from personal experience, he discusses the false emotion that people express for selfish/thoughtless reasons. There are obvious applications to how this plays out in our lives in regard to the death of celebrities and even friends of the campus , but I wonder: If we look at this in application to the birth and death and resurrection of Christ, where we might find ourselves on Trueman’s continuum of sincerity?

There are those who are sincerely excited and awed over Christ’s birth, truly grieved by His death, and genuinely celebratory at His resurrection. And then there are those who go through the motions as a matter of course and make a show of displaying their emotions. the same emotions as a matter of fact, so drastically different from birth to death and His death to the resurrection.

These two contrasts are at complete opposite ends of the continuum. Where do we find ourselves? Surely, we would always wish to be found at the genuine, sincere end of it all, but are we? Does the joy of Christmas and worship consistently penetrate our daily routines in such a way as to move our hearts with each remembrance?